Broken Soul

Unable to say I love you
Unable to hold you tight
not wanting to be a failure
not wanting another night.
Where can I go from here
runs all through my head
thinking we were forever
quickly dying instead.
My heart has grown cold
my feelings now gone
I have a broken soul
nobody has really won.
More alone than ever
not knowing what to do
A marriage of resentment
and it all began with you.
If only you had loved me
if only you had cared
If only you had wanted
the life we should've shared.